Back Again

We once were stars that lit the sky,
A flame that danced, a whispered sigh,
But time has scattered what we knew,
And now I stand, reaching for you.

The roads we’ve walked, though torn and frayed,
Are paths where love once brightly played.
Can we rebuild what’s gone and lost,
And pay the heartache’s heavy cost?

I miss the warmth, the quiet talks,
The way we laughed on midnight walks.
The silence now between us grows,
But still, my love, my heart, it knows.

So here I stand, with trembling voice,
Hoping you’ll see in me a choice—
To try again, to mend, renew,
For I am still in love with you.

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I Wrote Your Name In The Sand (Southsea)

I wrote your name upon the shore,
Where waves caress and oceans roar,
Each letter soft, each curve a sigh,
A fleeting mark beneath the sky.

The sun dipped low, its golden hue,
Reflecting all my love for you,
But as the tide began to rise,
Your name was washed before my eyes.

Yet in my heart, it still remains,
Unmoved by winds or summer rains,
A love as vast as sea and sand,
Forever held within my hand.

Though waves may come, though sands may shift,
Our love endures, a timeless gift,
For even if the shore forgets,
Your name is where my heart is set.

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The Weight Of Your Absence

I wake to find the air is still,
The space you filled, forever chill.
Your laughter fades, a distant hum,
And every day, I come undone.

The bed is cold where you once lay,
Your warmth, your breath, has slipped away.
In empty rooms, I speak your name,
But silence answers, just the same.

The world goes on, but I stand still,
A hollow heart, an aching will.
The sun has dimmed, the sky turned grey,
Since you, my love, were led away.

I search the streets where we would roam,
But every step feels far from home.
And in the night, when shadows creep,
I fall into a restless sleep.

If time could heal, then let it be—
But time’s a ghost that tortures me.
For though you’re gone, the pain remains,
A love now lost, replaced with chains.

I carry on, though I don’t know how,
Without your hand to guide me now.
The world is darker, cold, unkind—
You took the light I’ll never find.

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Lost

I saw you there, adrift, alone,
Your heart a whisper, a muted tone.
The world spun wildly, yet you stood still,
As shadows danced on every hill.

Your eyes searched far, beyond the sky,
For answers hidden, passing by.
I reached for words, but silence came,
For nothing could quite ease the pain.

But still I stayed, right by your side,
While tides of doubt rose high and wide.
In all the quiet, soft and deep,
I held the space for you to weep.

And though the path seemed long and cold,
I watched as fragments turned to gold.
For even lost, you are not gone—
I’ll walk with you until the dawn.

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A Whisper In April

A whisper lingers in April’s air,
Pure and tender, love beyond compare.
In every breath, hearts softly align,
Radiant as stars in the nighttime shine.

In the warmth of your embrace, I dwell,
Love’s sweet echo, an endless spell.
Hopes rise, like flowers in bloom,
Every moment with you dispels the gloom.

Our love, eternal, a fire so bright,
Uniting us in the soft moonlight.
So here, beneath the April sky,
Endless is love, as you and I.

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In The Silence of Missing You

In the quiet hours, when the world is still,
I hear your laughter in the evening chill.
A whisper, a memory, soft as the breeze,
Brushing my heart like the rustling of trees.

The stars tonight, they glow in vain,
For without your light, they cannot sustain.
The moon, though bright, seems pale and cold,
Without your warmth for me to hold.

Each moment without you feels like a sigh,
A pause in the heartbeat of the sky.
Your absence lingers, soft yet strong,
Like the echo of an unfinished song.

I miss the way your eyes would gleam,
The way your smile colored my dream.
And though we’re apart, our love remains,
A fire that burns through distance and pains.

So until you’re here, my soul will wait,
In this space where love transcends fate.
And in the silence, I’ll find you near—
In every star, in every tear.

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When You Left

When you left, the sun turned gray,
The light we knew just slipped away.
Your footsteps faded, soft and slow,
Into a world I no longer know.

The air felt heavy, thick with grief,
Each moment stretched beyond belief.
The door that closed, so small, so wide,
Left an aching space I cannot hide.

Your laughter once, like summer’s breeze,
Now echoes faintly through the trees.
The silence now, a hollow sound,
Where love and joy no longer abound.

I search for you in crowded streets,
In every face my heart still beats.
But you are gone, a distant star,
A wish I made, now lost, so far.

Yet still, I hold the love we made,
Even as memories start to fade.
For though you left, the pain remains,
A bittersweet ghost that gently reigns.

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Goodbye My Love

Goodbye, my love, though words fall weak,
Against the storm of tears I cannot speak.
The world stands still as we let go,
Of all we dreamed, all we’d hoped to know.

Your hand in mine, for the last, soft time,
A fleeting touch, a final rhyme.
In your eyes, a thousand sunsets gleam,
Fading now like a distant dream.

We built our love on moments small,
A glance, a kiss, we had it all.
But time, it steals the light away,
Leaving us with just today.

I’ll carry you in every sigh,
In every star that lights the sky.
Though paths may part and hearts may ache,
Our love was real, it won’t forsake.

So here we stand, on the edge of night,
Letting go, but holding tight.
Goodbye, my love, though we must part,
You’ll forever live within my heart.

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Thirteen

At thirteen, the world cracked wide and deep,
The day you left, I forgot how to sleep.
No longer a child, but not fully grown,
I stood in the space between lost and alone.

Your laughter, once strong, now echoes like air,
I reach for your hand, but it isn’t there.
The house feels smaller, but emptier still,
Time slows to a crawl, then speeds at its will.

There were no warnings, no time to prepare,
Just a silence that settled, a hollowed-out stare.
I waited for you, for a word, for a sign,
But all I could find was the absence of time.

The weight of goodbye, too heavy to hold,
I was just thirteen, and you were too old
To fight what had come, though you tried every day,
Now the sun shines, but in a different way.

I wish I had told you the things that I know,
Like how love can still grow in the shadow of “go.”
And though you’re not here in the ways that I need,
Your heart beats in mine, in my thoughts, in my seed.

The world cracked open, but I’ve learned to repair,
With fragments of memories, of times that we shared.
At thirteen, I lost you, but now I can see—
You left more than pain, you left pieces of me.

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Spain

In Spain, the sun sets golden red,
But shadows fall where dreams have bled.
We walk the streets, you laugh, you smile—
Yet I know I’m a step behind all the while.

You talk of her with light in your eyes,
I hide my heart beneath clear skies.
Each word you speak, a bittersweet sting,
As I pretend the air doesn’t cling.

The beaches stretch, the ocean calls,
But it’s your voice that builds my walls.
For every glance I dare to steal,
You’re dreaming of someone more real.

In markets where the colors blaze,
I linger in your love’s soft haze.
While you’re caught in another’s arms,
I’m lost, adrift, in your quiet charms.

Spain shines bright, yet all I see
Is love, unspoken, dying in me.
You’ll never know, you’ll never guess—
That I’m the one who loved you best.

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